I'm not going to get into details about myself right this moment, I'm here for telling what's on my mind day in and day out. Now that I think about it though, I guess I will be talking about myself. Whatever.
Everything started Valentine's day. Thats the day I met him. I was strolling along my street at 11:30 at night, you'd think I'm crazy, I'm not I was just on a walk with my friend and we had to go so we split ways to go back home. I was rounding into my driveway when a car stopped in front and yelled my name. My mom always told me don't talk to strangers in a car, but to me it wasn't a stranger I thought it was a friend from my hockey team that I'd seen earlier that night dropping off another one of my friends that lived not far from me. Anyways, I walk up to the car and I'm trying to make out the figure since there were like no lights. I see a hand reach up to push the car light and the car illuminates showing two Senior boys one whom I'd never seen before and one whom my friend used to have a large crush on.
We're going to call the boys;
Joe and Bill.
Joe- the one my friend had a crush on.
Bill- the one i'd never seen before.
"Hey," Joe said.
"Hi?" I'd replied smiling.
"Do you know who I am?" Joe asked.
"Yup," I nodded.
"Do you know who he is?" He said.
"Nope." I shook my head.
"What are you doing?" Joe asks.
"Going home." I said pointing in the direction of my house.
"What were you doing before?" He asked.
"I was on a walk with my friend." I replied back, I was cold but hadn't noticed it at the time. I'd thought this kid was cute since the first time I'd seen him but I never thought I'd be talking to him.
"Who?" He asks. I told him my friends name but he didn't seem to recognize it. "Well John Gray told us to come say hi to you." He said. John Gray is going to be the fake name for my brothers really hott best friend.
"Really?" I ask as my mom calls from my house. "I gotta go." I said turning back to face them.
"Alright, see ya later." He'd replied and the car sped off as I walked quickly into the warmth of my home.
I told my brother about the encounter with Joe and he then passed the story onto John who told my brother that he never told them to say hi to me. So I'm feeling pretty special at this point. A senior knew my name and came to talk to me. Is that showing interest or is that just making sure someone is alright? My mind asked the questions often. I saw him in school the next day and he looked at me but didn't talk to me. Is it that a Senior isn't going to talk to a Freshmen in school or is it that he doesn't really care about that night he said hi to me. I don't know what it was but I'd put my mind off him for the next week but as I kept going to my third period study hall I'd always see him in the library and I began to develop a crush. It was a big crush too, but I didn't just bring it up out of thin air, I mean every time I went passed him in school he'd stare at me. I saw him coming out of the classroom that was right next to my locker after the first period was over, so I assumed it was his first period class. Is this being a stalker? Because I'm really not trying. It just kind of happens. Then I was looking at his facebook page and I happened to see his number, I was not looking for it. But I had it so why not keep it right?
So after hearing this story do I seem like a stalker? I don't mean to. I really really don't. But it just seemed like he was interested that night and he does look at me every time I walk passed him. Is this crush useless? Am I a complete idiot. Do I sound like a major stalker? I hate that I might cause I'm really not that type of person. I do think about him a lot but it's a crush. ughh, I really don't know.
